Dear 不是男朋友的男朋友：

    You’re right. I just left London for four hours. Then I’ve started to miss her. Neither you nor the new exciting life, it’s the attractive calling of this big city.(But you played an important role, actually.)

  
    Anyway, I realized I’ve already started my new, toughing life. Even I told you, I always watched, not got involve. It is just a part of truth.  

    For me, this is the first time of writing letters in English. You had so many things of my first experiences. I heard about one song from Sheryl Crow. It is called “The First Cut is Deepest.” My feelings of you might like this kind of situation. That’s not what I really want to have.

    You know, I always said that I’m so lucky. People I met always met always treated me well, everywhere. But, maybe I’m regarded as a passenger or a outsider.ßI was thinking this.

  
    Actually, I don’t know you think of me. Even every time I stayed with you, everything happened looked so natural. So I don’t really want to know the answer. I think I have to be patient. Because I’ve just known you for two months & I’ve been to London only for five months. 
 

    Right?

    About your kisses, all I would like to say is you are a good kisser.(I don’t know the way I described is correct or not!) The one we did at the escalator was a fantastic one. But I liked the one you kissed my eyebrow or forehead sth.. in the tube. It was the first time you did outside.

  
    You see, I always remembered the first time things. It’s very stupid, like a child.

  
    Like you said, I’m probably not ready to start. But I like you always lilstened carefully. Even you’ve got a poor ability to remember things.

  
    To be honest, I don’t want to be someone’s someone so quick. Or you can say I’m afraid I’ll rely on you quickly. I want me to be an individual one and a mature woman/girl.

  
    So, maybe this time I go back to Taiwan is good! I’ll have time to think about it. I might think too much. But You know, I’m just a slow person.

  
    As I said in that 200 years old pub, I probably tried to hide myself behind something. However, in this letter I tried to be honest to me, to you and to everything.

  
    Sorry, I used so many ”I”.

 






我不想要別人認為我只是一個很nice的人而已，有點特色，個人風格，特別的，有意思的東西。

  


 
Sincerely,
Chen                        wrote in the flight, it is so dark…